A World In A Small Town
My memories of growing up in South Africa are mixed. I grew up in a smallish mining town about an hour’s drive from Johannesburg and it was a very Afrikaans with a small immigrant population. We immigrants tended to stick together as a defense mechanism against the “Boertjies” and their, sometimes, belligerent attitude of superiority.
At school things were fine as we were all in the same boat of being at the only English school in the town. There was a real conglomeration of people in that little school, we came from all over the world especially Europe, there were Italians, Portuguese, Greeks, Dutch and English folk besides the regular South African English kids. There was also a substantial community of Jewish people – we loved the Jewish holidays as the school was half empty and we couldn’t do any work so it was essentially a free day.
The strange thing was that we all kept out nationalities, almost like badges of honour. We used to share out lunches as there was always something different on offer. We had pretty cosmopolitan palates for little kids, tzadziki, lasagna, matzo and cheese sandwiches got traded with relish. So we never seemed to consider ourselves as South African even though we all grew up in this little Highveld town we had our own little United Nations.
As I got older I still considered myself to be an English immigrant, and this was entrenched when directly after Matric I went back to the UK to visit my Grandparents. When I came back home to South Africa I had picked up a long buried English accent which has stayed with me to this day.
The first time I really felt truly South African was probably when I went to my first Johnny Clegg concert held at the Market Theatre in about 1983. A group of us piled into my old skedonk of a car, I vividly remember one very tall chap was behind the back seats in the boot area as it was the only place we could fit him. Anyway, off we drove to JHB, with a good supply of red wine and beer of course. The vibe at the concert was absolutely mind blowing and Johnny and Juluka had us dancing like maniacs. We danced and drank and danced some more, we sang along to every single song at the tops of our voices, we acted like people possessed and in a way I suppose we were. The times were troubled and this was a celebration of being young adults in an uncertain world.
It was a moment to savour, I did not go to many concerts and I relished the occasion. It was the music that spoke to me, it screamed to me that this is South Africa and I understood every beat of it. At that moment I knew, I WAS a South African, it didn’t matter where I was born, or where I had grown up. This was what I was and nothing could change that or take it away from me. South Africa had gotten into my very bones and I was a child of this land no matter what happened in the future.








My sister went to see Jaluka back in the day and she came back full of stories about how awesome the show was and how much better it was than seeing them perform live than on tv. She rubbed my face in it the whole week and I was horribly jealous of her. I was too young to go and I hated it. She went with family though, so I doubt there was any red wine and beer – by the sound of it, you had a much better time.
It has been a long time since any South African artist has been able to reach people from all walks of life the way that Johnny and PJ did back in the day. Today not even Freshly Ground comes close IMHO.
Great read and thanx for the memories AnnB!
Your story really spoke to me. While living in London with all my SA friends, Impi and Great Heart always got slapped on the CD player and we high-kicked around the tiny lounge! Johnny Clegg was home. But bitter-sweet. And as much as I revel in his songs and claim them as my own, it always made me feel like a bit of a parasite; the moves aren’t from my culture, I can’t sing along to the Zulu lyrics. I often feel like a lot of English-speaking, South African-born people have very little historical/cultural identity. We can’t claim England, we can’t claim a religion-culture-interwoven-life, we don’t have a tribe. I envy all those who do.
Juluka kicked ass, and what a way to discover who and what you are AnnB! Lovely!!
@Wendy: That’s an interesting viewpoint, I would say I want the exact opposite. I don’t relish being typecast at birth into a certain “religion-culture-interwoven-life”, that was never of my own choosing, but now somewhat forced on me because of my name and accent. Instead I’ve moved away from that into a less clearly defined “secular” lifestyle. I long for the welcoming prospect of merely being a person, among people.
@Chatsubo – agree with you on being typecast out of your own choosing, but at the same time I have always wanted to be “part” of something, I don’t want to just be a person – maybe it’s an ego thing.
Good piece AnnB, I enjoyed reading it.
@Chatsubo: For sure, there’s nothing worse than being typecast, from “but YOU don’t look like a smoker!” to “…it’s because you’re white, black, Muslim, Jewish …”
@Alex: For me it’s about wanting to be belong to something bigger but specific, where being South African could be almost anything.